I don't know what to think of them anymore.
As a child, I couldn't even imagine life would be so unfair.
Unfair to good people. Unfair to those who try to be happy but something bad always happens.
I just stopped counting bad happenings by now.
Everyone says "be positive", "be as happy as you can be"... oh my god, this is the hardest fuckin' thing in this world while you have to watch your loved ones suffer.
Anyway, it's a good thing, I wake up everyday and am yet here... and fighting.
A bit depressing journal, but who cares? That was on my mind. That's all. Shit has happened lately...